Guess Who's the Birthday Girl ;))

Of course it's ME =))

Wow, it's October 2nd already. And it's my 20th October 2nd. Means I hit the '2-marks' already. My age now's multiple two of 10 =)) Okay, enough.

Haven't had such a cute birthday ever since, what, two years? I remember having such a lonely birthday last year, wandering around Jogja alone just like some kind of lost child or something. Ate some doughnut and stuffs--not really important stuffs. And guess what, without a boyfriend. Just like today, but darker. A lot more darker. Yea, you know what I mean.

Honestly speaking, I really really almost desperately want to have a boyfriend on my birthday. But who knows that spending 12 O'clock with friends is just... feel so great? Eventho there's no such things as a kiss on my left cheek or upper head from a boy I like (since he's busy with his newest job--hey, wait. I'm already heartbroken with him. Let's just... forget him) or even better, a boyfriend. Now I sound totally desperate, don't you think? I've been mentioning about 'wanna-hava-bf' since a week before my birthday and it's never happened. Okay, eventho my birthday hasn't coming to an end yet, but seriously, do you really think I can get a boyfriend less than 24 hours?

Yea, kick my butt, slap my cheek. I need to wake up.

Last year I can't afford any cake of my own but I ate two doughnuts and feel good enough. Today I also didn't have a cake but, seriously, have you ever tried the best ice cream and burger in the world on the same day? I have. Ice cream and burger with candles on it, and I made my wish then some awkward movement for saying 'happy birthday' (it seriously is awkward, but awkwardness is always cute, isn't it?) from all Jogja Runners crew that happened to be with me. All I have tasted last night is a cold chocolate birthday 'cake' that melts inside my mouth and every single bites gave me some kind of happiness. And the burger--I ate it alone, and that was the best I ever tasted.

I'm happy, and that's enough.

Let's just see what will happened today. There are more hours to spend as a birthday girl. Just, wish me luck, okay?

Last but not least,

Good morning and happy birthday, Me :)